I am gone again, and you know, I often stick to my real world. This time I got something new…..but reading this poem…. one would know

今日から、あなたはここでいないで。。わかるよ。。。
この所がこれから。。。その笑顔がない、、

泪はあるけど、僕は泣かない。
あなたは左にいないので。。。さびしくなる。。。

さよんなら。。。このことば、いわない。。、
ある日。。。ふたりてもこのみちにあう
もしぼくのなめえをおぼえない。。。
もしすべてのきもちがわすれた。
I will still cherish every moment with you…

私の道、自分で歩いて。。。わたしのゆめをさがしている。。。
でも、ある日あなたがだれもこちらにいない。。。
I will still be there… for you.

Akiha Keishu is back to write. Well, I might not be able to update alot,
But then, just hope this blog will still be noticed.

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Under the sky, we both watched
My fingers locked onto yours,
Tight, as if i never wanted to let go…
This moment, so special yet time runs fast…
Sooner or later, there would be no you beside me

The Moon, the Sun, The Earth all in one line,
How often could one experience that sight?
How often would I stay close to you this way…
This moment, so precious, yet once its ends,
The shadow that I have been chasing would disappear…

How long does it takes for me to be in your arms
To hear the beat of your heart against my ears
To taste that sweetness from your lips…
That moment, how important, yet how seldom…
The red thread of destiny does not lead me to you….

Eclipse Love, My love is like an eclipse
You are the sun, for I could see you each day
For I am the moon that I often hide away…
This Earth, the love we share…….
The tender touch from your fingers…..shall always lingers in my memories

Eclipse Love….how unfortunate…
Before this ends, I would take…
The longest kiss to touch your deepest soul….
Eclipse Love, I shall wait….
Even a short moment of happiness  with you,
As long as I live…..I shall wait for the eclipse…
The minute to be with you again….

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You know the lunar eclipse is something that does not occur that often
So this is the love that long awaits,
For a short moment the eclipse is gone, just like the short meeting of two lovers who hardly meets…

The brightness of your eyes, there’s no mistake
That it would always shine into my life
The voice that I hear, everytime that you sing,
Is still present in my ears…

Together we walked on the sand,
Leaving those footsteps so vivid there…
But…the truth is that you weren;t there,
the same place, yet the time was not right.

Waving Goodbye… to those hopeful days
Hoping that one day I shall be next to you
But those dreams were never gonna be true
But I still.. wait for ..those days to be true …..yeah…
Why must destiny …treat me like a fool
Tearing those little hopes that I have with me…
Wish that a miracle will bring me to you…

there’s nothing else in the world I would need

What I say is true…..nothing was a lie…
I will take a walk around the world to see you…
Wish that a miracle will bring me to you….

there’s nothing else in the world I would need

Akiha Keishu ……dedicates this poem to Tegoshi again…
so………………it has a meaning to it. Just that if Akiha tells..

Nothing ever changes….
The pain that lives in me
It would never fade away
I can’t feel my smile…

Everyone’s shouting….they accusing..
My voice won’t reach out to them
They can’t understand
My voice is dying out….

Hope you could hear me now..

Will someone show me a sign, show me a sign, that I still exists…
I’m lost in  lonely darkness and I
need a light to shine, shine through my life
Will you hear my voice, hear my voice, from my broken soul,
I’m lost in a maze that I
could never find my way to your light…
Would you please guide me there….

Please lend me your hand…

Konbanwa Minna!

Well, sorry that I have not update for days.
I was pretty busy expressing my thought in my real life blog.
Which I don’t think its important to know which blog among wordpress it is.

Well, I written a song for Tegoshi Yuya.
The reason I removed “Dedications to Tegoshi” was because I was afraid I looked like some fangirl (which i am ) and would get flamed.
But this is my original …..original song. I wrote for him.
I have my voice…..but i will update later.

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Only for you

The skies has turn all dark again,

Darkness have been my world

No single light to shine in my life

Would you lend your hand.

A single voice that can’t be heard

A single tear to shed

The only one whose lost in your eyes

Your voice would lead me to the light

Reaching out to the storm…

Waiting until the end

Wishing you could see through me….

And hope you could understand

*Cause I know my voice will never reach out to you

No matter how much I try.

And Everytime when I close my eyes,

I hope that day, I hope one day,

You will know that someone here….

Would always to be there for you.

Standing beneath the starry night,

I hope I could be up there

So I could shine myself down below

Then you could see me there

My little voice needs to let you know.

How much you mean to me

The only one whose loving you

With every beat of my heart

Reaching for you again

I will wait til the very end

Knowing you will never see me though

I just pray you will understand

**Cause I know my voice will never reach out to you,

No miracles to believe in

Until the days the world turn against you,

I will still be here, I won’t let go,

Cause you know that someone here

Will never let you go

(Repeat *)

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I really hope one day… Those voices and poems, and lyrics…..
Tegoshi would acknowledge that they at least exists….

Once in a while….Akiha Keishu gets really really mad…

Freedom of speech, expression ……and I am going to bash someone as much as I can!

Since those people are like OMFG, English is my native language… Let me show you something!
I know three languages and learning the fourth and later the fifth…..

每个人都知道。。。手越本当に好き！！大。。大大好きだよ！可是我看到一个blog。。ゲイ 的。。。他们喜欢我的イドル，，也想我的イドル是他的！！！

Don;t feel like you own him damn it!

Fangirls are fun and fine to be with… I love reading their comments.. and they REALLY LIKE that guy so they say kinda explicit things but they NEVER feel lust towards them! Like for me, I really really fancy him, so that is why i dedicate so many poems for him, which does not been I am being lustful towards them,

sore ga….kono bakayaro wa, hontou ni DAIKIRAI DAYO!!

Kisama wa watashitachi no イドル suki, demo… urasai yo!! dON;T TREAT HIM AS A SEXUAL OBJECT DAYO!

GOD I AM SO PISSED….

They are actually fangaying him!!! and saying how he belongs to them???

KUSO!!!!! jIGOKU E IKE!!!!

If he is really gay, then you people wont have a fucking chance. He rather goes for pretty boys AND EVEN HOSTS or boys from those Coat west vids are still better then those Amerikan gaijin!

One comment for you…

Kocha koi!

!!!!!!

Akiha is angry……

I am known to never complete my novels…..due to the limited time I have……or having time but wasting it too much to other things.

Demon Hunters 7…….will be completed…..even though i am only half done…

I wanna introduce a new character…….like a character who would be a normal human and stand for the view of several others humans who believes that all races are the same….and would be a best friend of Kaemon-kun.

Sometimes, those emotions still remains
Every time, I rejected those feelings.
I always convince to the world that I am emotionless.
But when I am with you, everything subsides.

A broken world would be mend with you there,
When ever the sun rises, I wanted to be a better person

Every time I walked pass you,
I wonder if you ever notice my existence
my heart has an unexplainable feeling,
Giving me hope of believing in love once again.

A world that give me hope
A world full of irreplaceable feelings
With your smile shining in this world,
There is nothing in the world I desire.

my heart was broken was finally mend
I don’t want to hurt myself again,
But with this friendship you gave me,
My past memories are dim.

When I was lying awake looking up at the skies,

nothing is more important than

Being with you, in this world of hope,

Where I can only rest my heart aside,

When I finally put the trust in you,

Dreams that I had is not just a dream.

The love that friendship develops

Would always be in here,

I would always see tou in my mind,

and forevere now, I wouldn’t be sad.

The sky did not shine as bright as it seems
The rain that drops onto my skin,
I could not differentiate tears with them
If only I have the chance to let you know….
If only this love shall touch your soul

The path you travel is full of thorns….
With my own two hands, I could not pull them away….
But I promise that you will never be hurt
With all my strength, I shall protect you from all fears
With all my life, I shall walk with you til’ the very end

手越。。。Always…..you will be the only one..

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