Words of the inner soul
A voice to reach outArchive for October, 2007
Oneshot: Confessions of the Shining Star
I always looked up to him, no matter how many years had passed, I always looked up to him. When i was just a trainee, dancing at the back, I watched how much charisma he shines out to the audience. Just with the sight of him could make girls go wild, I just love to be that way. But of course, I couldn’t have done it without him.
When i first met him on the photoshoot, I felt a cloud of inferiority surrounding me. I know how much talent he had, compared to my uprising talents. I only have my voice as the main communication with them, and yet, I guess the silence was dreadful. I wondered if i ever belonged to this place after all…..Everyone had such beautiful aura around them, I was the total opposite. How can a person like me be in a group with such charming stars? There had to be a mistake…. for sure……I was having those thoughts.
He was a bit cold towards me, yet I never felt mad at him. He was my leader, a person who shines out to the path of popularity, I was sure that if I walk at that path of his, I might be able to be just like him.
I questioned myself now……..
How far have i travelled on this path with him? Or did we took different path, I can;t answer it yet. He is still shining so brightly, yet I am trying my best to shine out bright. But I shall never give up. If i were to give up that time, I would not have travelled this far. I shall continue, to always walk ahead, look up to the future, I am aiming for.
My existence shall be discovered…..Everyone shall know my name……and how much i dedicate myself to this world of music…
Ode to the summer 2007
Those memories put a smile back on my face,
Friendship, laughters, a time out under the sun.
Reaching my hands up to the sky,
I know everything was not out of reach.
Smiling so freely, Being so carefree,
Like a high schooler’s 16th birthday…
Those feelings shall always be cherished til the end.
Even though there might never be a time for us to laugh like before,
To wear bunny ears or empty the bottles,
Walk under the stars to buy more…
Such a perfect time enchanted for us….
Hand in hand, purity of friendship… circle that never ends.
Never in life have i felt that i belonged,
Used to think about myself all along,
Why do people I met, I can;t blend in…
Two worlds a part, a disguise i always wear…
When would we all meet again?
Cast off my mask and wear back that personality of mine.
Put a real smile on my face,
And sing songs and talk ….all night long…
This are the days, I am waiting to have again….
For immaturity had to be hidden away…
Maturity always I should show today…
One day, I will say……
Under the stars, I will walk and play…. wearing those bunny ears and sing….
“Kira kira hikaru….
O sora ni hoshi yo……”
An Ode to a shining Star
Eyes that sparkles so bright like the stars in the moonless skies,
A smile that lightens up every darkness…
A laugh that breaks every sadness,
A voice that smoothen souls….
The charisma that surrounds you,
The destiny that you hold…..
Forever you shall always be the shining star….
As long as human has a heart dedicated to music
That would be how long you would shine up there….
~Akiha Keishu
Back again
I have not written here for a long time again ne?
too busy with other stuff…
So where have my writings gone? Well…. I don;t have much inspiration now… exhausted…. very much exhausted….
Therefore, i hope my inspirations will flow back to me and my pen so i could write for my voice again!
