Nothing ever changes….
The pain that lives in me
It would never fade away
I can’t feel my smile…

Everyone’s shouting….they accusing..
My voice won’t reach out to them
They can’t understand
My voice is dying out….

Hope you could hear me now..

Will someone show me a sign, show me a sign, that I still exists…
I’m lost in  lonely darkness and I
need a light to shine, shine through my life
Will you hear my voice, hear my voice, from my broken soul,
I’m lost in a maze that I
could never find my way to your light…
Would you please guide me there….

Please lend me your hand…

Konbanwa Minna!

Well, sorry that I have not update for days.
I was pretty busy expressing my thought in my real life blog.
Which I don’t think its important to know which blog among wordpress it is.

Well, I written a song for Tegoshi Yuya.
The reason I removed “Dedications to Tegoshi” was because I was afraid I looked like some fangirl (which i am ) and would get flamed.
But this is my original …..original song. I wrote for him.
I have my voice…..but i will update later.

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Only for you

The skies has turn all dark again,

Darkness have been my world

No single light to shine in my life

Would you lend your hand.

A single voice that can’t be heard

A single tear to shed

The only one whose lost in your eyes

Your voice would lead me to the light

Reaching out to the storm…

Waiting until the end

Wishing you could see through me….

And hope you could understand

*Cause I know my voice will never reach out to you

No matter how much I try.

And Everytime when I close my eyes,

I hope that day, I hope one day,

You will know that someone here….

Would always to be there for you.

Standing beneath the starry night,

I hope I could be up there

So I could shine myself down below

Then you could see me there

My little voice needs to let you know.

How much you mean to me

The only one whose loving you

With every beat of my heart

Reaching for you again

I will wait til the very end

Knowing you will never see me though

I just pray you will understand

**Cause I know my voice will never reach out to you,

No miracles to believe in

Until the days the world turn against you,

I will still be here, I won’t let go,

Cause you know that someone here

Will never let you go

(Repeat *)

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I really hope one day… Those voices and poems, and lyrics…..
Tegoshi would acknowledge that they at least exists….