I always looked up to him, no matter how many years had passed, I always looked up to him. When i was just a trainee, dancing at the back, I watched how much charisma he shines out to the audience. Just with the sight of him could make girls go wild, I just love to be that way. But of course, I couldn’t have done it without him.

When i first met him on the photoshoot, I felt a cloud of inferiority surrounding me. I know how much talent he had, compared to my uprising talents. I only have my voice as the main communication with them, and yet, I guess the silence was dreadful. I wondered if i ever belonged to this place after all…..Everyone had such beautiful aura around them, I was the total opposite. How can a person like me be in a group with such charming stars? There had to be a mistake…. for sure……I was having those thoughts.

He was a bit cold towards me, yet I never felt mad at him. He was my leader, a person who shines out to the path of popularity, I was sure that if I walk at that path of his, I might be able to be just like him.

I questioned myself now……..
How far have i travelled on this path with him? Or did we took different path, I can;t answer it yet. He is still shining so brightly, yet I am trying my best to shine out bright. But I shall never give up. If i were to give up that time, I would not have travelled this far. I shall continue, to always walk ahead, look up to the future, I am aiming for.

My existence shall be discovered…..Everyone shall know my name……and how much i dedicate myself to this world of music…