I haven’t written here for such a long time,
but that doesn’t keep me from writing!

And you know, I am glad wordpress changed and upgraded their system.
I could share audios….I mean my voice ….maybe it might reach to him faster….

I wanted to debut a new writer who is still fresh…..but very….*nose bleed* descriptive boys love stories…

I will link to the site once stories are uploaded….
I will warn you… it is explicit and may not be appropriate ………..

The very next post consists of my voice…..

Akiha Keishu

Tears do flood the soul to drown
Sorrow does wash the smiles away,
The cracks between the heart shall apart wider each day….
Even if I go back to change history…
Nothing could change the fortune of one’s life
For it had been written in the stars….
For which way you choose to go….
Destiny in the stars you chose to write…..
Shall either torment or bring a smile….

Truth or lies……I rather be lied to….
Even if you lied to me, I will believe it is true.
I am a fool, I admit…..
Cause I trusted too much in you.

Akiha Keishu

Could your voice soften the rain that bleeds from my heart?
Could your smile brighten my darkest hours?
Could you look into my eyes to dry those tears?
Love like a rose is both glamorous yet so dangerous…
For I am a masochist, I have myself controlled under your spell..
A spell that enchants me with happiness
A Spell that can lead me down to the incurable pain…
Knowing my voice can not reach you..
Even if you are right in front, reachable…
My charisma has not the power to reach you…
One day in your lifetime…, I pray
You shall look towards me… and be the light… to my every path
And please torture me with your every smile.

Akiha Keishu

Even though I had not witness your great existence before my eyes….
Coincidence for us I’m sure….
Colours of our hair ought to change
To matching colours, only a few differences….
No matter where we are, I could see you through all screens…
Your smile, your graceful lips which enchants my soul with your music…
Love is what blinded me….
My existence and voice.. are blind to you.

As I said……My name is Akiha Keishu 秋葉慧珠
And no one really knows who I really am……cause this voice ought to small and too soft to reach out to anyone at all…

I would then introduce something about myself to you… probably you know me a bit better to understand my writings.

I am now a postgraduate student, who still wants to be a writer, even though this dream is just a dream….
But no matter what, I, Keishu shall never give up on this dream. I will slowly, take my step to reach out.
There is a person or two whom I truly want my voice to be heard by him/her. He/She is an important inspiration to be, yet he is the star and I am the wind, my strength won;t reach up that far.

I enjoyed writing stories, about society, revenge, forbidden love between men, fantasy and a bit of action and preaching, yet I rumbled…. so no one I know wants to read.,…yet i declare…..that one day,…. this name shall be known… Akiha Keishu…

and you, sir….. shall know how much you inspires me.

Everyone loves to see the smile upon your face….
The brightness that shines all with happiness…
Your voice that enchants them with inspiration….
Your soul, ought so pure, of an angelic descendant
Descends your light that cleanse every darkness…
But have you ever felt that those were only the surface…
The true you…. you tried to show…… never exist?

Free your mind, let your heart once…..do what he desires.
Let your voice reflects your soul, a soul just like others…
A soul who desires to be heard, to be loved…. and to be recognized…
Your voice to never die, and to bless one with happiness…
Behind that smile, I understand……Even tears roll by…

Through your happiness…..
There are still sorrow within…..
High in the mountains, climbing up is not simple…

As i stand up here, from below, I could still see…
No matter how bright you shine up in that sky,
Not knowing my existence….
I could see the tears through that smile…

Hoshi no Namida…

Even the brightest star…….has tears to shed.

The same window I looked out to,
A single star I reached out for,
A shining light I never seem to have,
A tender voice I heard so near…
Yet your presence is so far….
….
When it comes to the day You realized that my existence is here,,,
That would be the day…….
I manage to keep the dust of the star from above…

Akiha Keishu

Another tick of the clock,
As flowers were present at the midnight skies
Reaches end of the year, Beginning of next…
A door to open….. A path to be walked…
A flower to bloom…
A cloud to roll by….
A love to keep…
A voice to keep on wishing….
Tegoshi Yuya…..
Hope you can hear my voice
This year…. I will never stop sending my voice…..out to you.

At the deepest depth of a chamber,
Where silence remains the only loudest noise,
A candle that has dimmed itself through the years…
A flame that always lasts long yet lost it brightness from the past…
Lights itself to shine through the dark…
I could see the light…but I dare not reach for it……

Incompatible…Incomparable….Incomplete..
Lips shall not utter of the existence of the light…
Ignorance shall be an ally for a short while…
Wait til it grows dim…..I shall be in darkness once again…

Akiha Keishu

Note: This is dated Dec 2007, which hasn’t arrived yet…..obviously.

I am just creating this to make life for the readers easier. I am going to put links on to the fictions (not poems) I write, so you don’t have to go all through my blog to find the chapters.

Memories of the Broken Melody

Chapter 1: http://akihakeishu.wordpress.com/2007/08/14/memories-of-a-broken-melody/